ReedsGirl08
09-16-2007, 11:13 PM
hello everyone.
I'm glad I finally found something like this. no one around me has any idea what in the world that I am going threw right now.
I hate/love being an army girlfriend. I fought falling (back) in love with Chris for months. I knew that if I let myself fall for him I would fall so hard, and I have. yet, I had to wait until he was LEAVING to finally tell him I love him. all he could tell me was, it's about damn time that you let it out.
I haven't even kissed him since May. hugged him since July, right before he left for Iraq. I miss him more than I've ever missed anyone in my entire life, and we weren't even together before he left.
is that crazy?
is it crazy that I've fallen in love with him threw 30 minute phone calls, emails and letters?
that I've never been so close to anyone in my life and yet he is millions of miles away?
I'm glad I finally found something like this. no one around me has any idea what in the world that I am going threw right now.
I hate/love being an army girlfriend. I fought falling (back) in love with Chris for months. I knew that if I let myself fall for him I would fall so hard, and I have. yet, I had to wait until he was LEAVING to finally tell him I love him. all he could tell me was, it's about damn time that you let it out.
I haven't even kissed him since May. hugged him since July, right before he left for Iraq. I miss him more than I've ever missed anyone in my entire life, and we weren't even together before he left.
is that crazy?
is it crazy that I've fallen in love with him threw 30 minute phone calls, emails and letters?
that I've never been so close to anyone in my life and yet he is millions of miles away?