I should be so happy right now. I just got to talk to DB for 25 whole minutes. We were talking about our wedding plans and our house that we're going to buy and stuff like that. I should be so happy, then why can't I stop crying? I'm so jealous of my future self, if that makes any sence at all. My emotions have just got crazy. I feel like I'm :screwy. I cry when I should be happy and smile when I should be crying. I really think I'm losing it. I just really can't take all of these emotions :tantrum I just want to be numb right now. I really want to go to sleep and it be december...

It is normal. You miss him. Give yourself the chance to cry. Let yourself get it out and cry, don't bottle it up

Its hard to be apart-Hang in there:hugehug

I do that too. Its like you build up so much emotion when you cant see or talk to him, and when you finally do, you just gotta let it out.

Sorry girly.. :hugs

It's like coffee, you are so high and then you crash. It just reminds you of how much you miss them and how much you can't wait to start your lives together

Some of my best days are the day after I have a good cry. It helps! Hang in there!

Crying definitely helps, hang in there you will be fine. You are definately not going crazy :)

:hugehug I'm so happy you guys got to talk for soo long!!! When you have a high like that, a low is inevitably going to come.. just let it out.. you know you won't feel that bad for too long. :hugs

Awe, I do the same damn thing...I just want to slap myself!! I am slowly starting to realize that it is how its going to be....and I just deal with it. We are lonely. We are scared. We are powerless. It sucks. But the good news is we have each other to vent to!! I hope you have a better day tomorrow! Thanks everyone!